[Greytris AU]

[priordivergence]

I'm standing there in my kitchen, trying to remind Grey of the drinks we've left cooling on the counter, but I can't quite fish out the words as he reaches up and touches my jaw. For long, painful seconds, all I can think of is the last person who cradled me like this, who watched my face with quiet understanding. I miss Tobias. I miss Christina and Uriah and knowing who I was. Maybe it had been an illusion of understanding, but it had been something.

I stare at Grey now, feeling like I'm on the precipice of something dangerous.

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[silenttrainbaby]

As the angle changes, so does Grey's touch. He gasps again against her mouth, his fingers curving, curling, slipping inside her, even as his hips jerk seeking friction, seeking something.

[priordivergence]

It takes me a second to realize that I'm nodding and the voice saying "Yes" is my own. I hitch my hips down, urging his touch further. The same gesture pushesmy knee up further, pressing it further against him.

[silenttrainbaby]

It might almost seem like Grey is in pain the way his face contorts. But it isn't pain; it's pleasure, coupled with intense concentration. He rubs his fingers in and out, the movement mimicking his hips against her leg.

[priordivergence]

Pressure is building up in me, in a way that verges on overwhelming but still urges me on. That pleasure makes me bold, rubbing my leg up against him a little faster, encouraging him.

[silenttrainbaby]

Head lifted just enough to meet Tris's eyes, Grey groans - the loudest noise he makes, but it still sounds choked - as his orgasm takes him. He can feel himself spill on her leg, his fingers curling more in the heat of the moment.

[priordivergence]

Something about it, the sight of him and the sheer raw need that has him spilling across my skin, makes me feel powerful. Like I might be beautiful, sensual, after all. The change of his touch makes me choke on my own breath, something deep and intense thudding through me.

[silenttrainbaby]

He can feel her clench around his fingers, and Grey whines out another sound, going still, his face nestling in her neck.

Oh. He feels good.

[priordivergence]

Involuntarily, my hips jerk, my mind hazed with the tension and sensation and wanting it more and more, beyond reason or words.

I lean up, hanging on for a kiss.

[silenttrainbaby]

Eyes open, Grey watches her as the kiss breaks. That was -

He keeps his hand there, over where she's warm and wet, and he gives Tris the smallest of smiles.

[priordivergence]

My breathing is still a little ragged, even as I smile back at him. Slowly, I sprawl back, beckoning Grey to lie with me.

[silenttrainbaby]

It's easy to curl against her, half around her. Grey takes a deep breath and relaxes some, warm and comfortable. He does, though, realize something and he leans over he with an apologetic grimace to grab his shirt, wipe up her leg.

Then he settles again.

[priordivergence]

I flash him a quick smile and drop my head back down, tucking into the side of the couch so that he has room to. We're both of us small and skinny things. We fit just fine.

[silenttrainbaby]

The position gives them a chance to look at each other. Grey traces her cheek with his fingers.

[priordivergence]

I duck my head a little, suddenly shy now that the immediacy of the moment is over. I feel liken now, this moment, is where the real intimacy begins.

[silenttrainbaby]

It is. And it is as sweet as any sensation. Carding his fingers through her hair, along his neck, Grey is more than content to just look at her.

[priordivergence]

It's been a long time since someone was this gentle with me, cossetting me like I'm something delicate, precious. It's...nice.

Smiling, I raise a hand up to his shoulder, rubbing my thumb against his nape.

[silenttrainbaby]

No matter how long he is from the train, still, Grey craves touch. And the touch from someone he cares so much for feels more powerful, anchoring him to the earth and letting him feel free all at once.

He rests his forehead against hers.

[priordivergence]

I smile and lean my head forward, brushing our noses together. It feels good, safe, being here with him.

[silenttrainbaby]

Cupping her head, hand buried in her hair, Grey stays there, closing his eyes.

Yes, this is what safety feels like. And happiness.

[priordivergence]

"We can go to the pharmacy later," I mumble, tired and sleepy. "Get condoms or...something." It feels good to curl in like this, warm and boneless, skin to skin.

"Stay?"

[silenttrainbaby]

Condoms, to prevent pregnancy.

Grey nods. Yes, later. And yes, he'll stay.

[priordivergence]

I hadn't realized until now just how lonely it had been, sleeping alone, until I had the chance again to curl up with someone and just share in that warmth. It makes me wish I had realized it sooner, that Grey was in front of me all along.

[silenttrainbaby]

(ooc: and faaaade <3)